When “Hair” star Sarah Paulson says she felt like a “monster” after “shouting and kicking” at her ex in the first of two videos released this week, the actress said she wasn’t ready for the situation.

“I didn’t feel like a human being,” Paulson, 30, said of the incident in a video released Thursday by MTV.

“You know, I was screaming at him and kicking at him.”

The video, titled “The Last Laugh,” was filmed in the summer of 2016.

Paulson and her then-husband, actor/comedian/producer John Lithgow, broke up in March 2017 after four years of marriage, which the actor and Lithgow described as “a nightmare.”

The couple had previously dated, but in 2016 they split after Lithgow was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer.

Paulsen said the incident was “completely unprofessional.”

In the new video, Paulson appears to be on the verge of hitting her ex.

“This was a total accident,” she said.

“He had nothing to do with this.

We were just arguing, screaming and kicking, and I was like, ‘No, no, no.

“The first time I went to the hospital after the second one, they had this guy who was really strong and he was screaming and shouting, ‘Oh my god! “

Stop it, stop it! “

The first time I went to the hospital after the second one, they had this guy who was really strong and he was screaming and shouting, ‘Oh my god!

Stop it, stop it!

“They had a couple of people on the floor and he kept saying, ‘Stop!’ “

He was screaming for hours,” Lithgow told the New York Post.

They “weren’t ready” for what happened, she said, and she said she left her son in her care when he became ill. “

Pauls mother, Sharon, told the outlet that the couple was trying to get “the best for Sarah,” and “there was no way” to resolve their situation.

“When you go through a relationship with somebody, there’s a lot of pain and there’s some things that are going to get hurt and you know, things that you shouldn’t do, but there’s also a lot you can learn from that. “

There was no question in my mind that she was going to be a monster and it didn’t matter what,” she told the publication.

“When you go through a relationship with somebody, there’s a lot of pain and there’s some things that are going to get hurt and you know, things that you shouldn’t do, but there’s also a lot you can learn from that.

I know I can teach Sarah a lot.”

Paulson said the actor she’s with has become a “great person.”

“I’ve always been a big fan of Sarah, I know how much she means to me,” she added.

Paulsen and Lithgows former relationship began in 2010, with Paulson saying she was jealous of Lithgow’s success in the movie “Hangovers” and his work on the “Parks and Recreation” show. “

So it was all about her and her happiness, and everything else, and what she could bring to my life.”

Paulsen and Lithgows former relationship began in 2010, with Paulson saying she was jealous of Lithgow’s success in the movie “Hangovers” and his work on the “Parks and Recreation” show.

The couple married in 2014, and Lithgomans career skyrocketed following the “Hannibal” reboot.

Pauls mother also told the website that the actress is a “good mom.”

“She is a good mom, she is the best mother I’ve ever known,” she says in the new videos.

“She always tries to help.

Her kids have always looked up to her.”